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Someone said to me last year that they thought I had an “addiction to struggle” and I am really beginning to think they might be right. I am not sure how to shift it as nothing I have tried so far seems to have worked.

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I seem to open the flow a little bit and then I get an email to say I have won something and then the flow seems to stop or I have to battle for weeks to get my prize.

This also ties in with a meditation I did the other day about clearing fears. The fears that came up for me were about money and success and allowing things to be easy. I have worked on these old chestnut beliefs for so long now and I am getting really sick of it, as nothing I do seems to make any difference, Rivotril For Sale.

On the day I did that meditation I found out I had won a video camera, which was on my wish list, (although that particular type was more on my daughter’s wish list than mine) and £250 in cash – which I have already mentally spent and have still yet to receive. Then it stopped and I got depressed with all the washing machine winners on the forum this week.

Looks like the £250 will go on stuff that needs paying for and everyone else’s needs, so I probably won’t see much of it anyway. Yes, I can feel the resentment rising to the surface. Rivotril For Sale, Perhaps this is also part of it as a lot of my prizes end up being more used by other people than by me.

So the question arises of “what would I actually do if I won a lot of money and could just go and buy all the stuff on my list?” Who would I be then and what would I do with my day if I didn’t spend endless hours comping and not winning very much.

What if I allowed myself to have the power to win every comp I entered and to attract stuff easily and effortlessly. Now, there’s a thought and some interesting musings for another day. The issue of My Personal Power is probably where all this is headed.

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This also comes back to the questions that Kristin Morelli asked me “Who would I be without struggle?” – The beautiful, magnificent, shining, marvellous, infinite spirit being by the name of Amanda Goldston – and “what am I trying to avoid feeling by staying in struggle?” – well, that is feelings of love, joy, peace, well-being and abundance, Buy Imitrex Without Prescription. Purchase Imitrex for sale, Actually, it probably states in my script that I should not feel those fantastic feelings, especially when I am struggling with money and I certainly should not trust the Universe to provide for me, generic Imitrex.

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Richard Wilkins has some terrific free videos on his website. I would highly recommend checking them out.

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1)      A need for CERTAINTY

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4)      A need for LOVE and CONNECTION

5)      A need for GROWTH

6)      A need for CONTRIBUTION

As I looked at those in light of our situation and all the benefits to NO MONEY that I had just found, I realised I was getting my needs met in the first 4 areas very much on the negative side.

We had a certain amount of money coming in. Buy Paxipam without a prescription, I knew what that was, when it would come in and from where. I was in control of that and had shut off the possibility of anything else coming in from anywhere else, australia, uk, us, usa.

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I was the most important person in all of this, controlling, dominating and manipulating everyone and everything, Buy Paxipam Without Prescription. That is a huge responsibility and a very noble one.  That makes me a very significant warrior.

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My choice is now EASE, FLOW and FUN.

David and Kristin were right. You cannot heal and clear something until you fully acknowledge what is there to be dealt with.

More ramblings on this journey of self-discovery shortly.

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These two questions were presented to me this week after a comment from my friends Kristin and David Morelli that I might be “addicted to struggle” which would go a long way to explaining  my current financial situation.

I have looked at this issue before, but more from an intellectual perspective, Propecia gel, ointment, cream, pill, spray, continuous-release, extended-release. I had never really felt into it, so here we go. Is Propecia safe, I sat in the garden with a cup of tea and a notebook and started  to feel really heavy and quite physically sick, so I thought this must be the vibration I am looking for.

Poor Me

There was a lot of Poor Me because I can’t do stuff on my own, I need someone to take care of me, look after me and provide for me, Buy Propecia Without Prescription. OK, that might mean I have to have a level of obedience to the “hand that feedeth, Propecia wiki,” however I could also kick back against that and rebel against it.

There will always be a saviour

By staying poor someone or something would surely come along to save me. Buy Propecia without prescription, Me the Saviour

I have also had a bit of that saviour in me. When things have got tough it has given me huge pleasure to pull out a little bit of money that I had hidden away at some point, to stop everyone else wasting it, and save the day at just the right moment, comprar en línea Propecia, comprar Propecia baratos.

Loyalty to Family Patterns Buy Propecia Without Prescription, There was a loyalty to and affinity with family patterns, as my family on both sides had always struggled and in some ways still are struggling.

Who would be holding their hand out?

This then led into the questions of “I f I had lots of money, who would be holding their hands out, Purchase Propecia for sale, expecting support?” Hmm, maybe no money is serving as a bit of a protector here.

This led into the thoughts of “who else might be trying to steal from me or who would be demanding money, that I may not necessarily agree that I should be paying?” There has been a lot of fear around and news items to do with theft by governments, order Propecia no prescription, people being made bankrupt and having their assets seized over tax. For us personally we have had major issues with our mortgage company and some of their very unpleasant behaviour and other companies claiming money. Propecia use, No money as a protector

If I stayed poor, then I have the protector of being able to say to them “go away, I have no money, I can’t pay you anything, generic Propecia, (even if I did owe you anything).”

Can’t make mistakes

So, if I have no money, Fast shipping Propecia, then I have to say NO to people and things. I can’t buy stuff, so I can’t  make mistakes, I won’t lose money on bad products and poor investments, therefore no-one can come asking for money, Buy Propecia Without Prescription.

No-one can demand or expect anything of me

This means no-one can demand anything of me because I have not got the money to do anything, therefore I can’t do anything in life, so I won’t fail, Propecia australia, uk, us, usa. I can’t’/won’t stand out, so therefore I can be the same average, Online buying Propecia hcl, mediocre and safe as everyone else I know.

I spend so much of my time in trauma and drama and figuring out how to survive for the day that I can’t create any products  or finish anything I have started and then I have not got the funds to promote them properly, so they don’t get marketed, I don’t get rejected and I don’t make any money, low dose Propecia.

Money won’t get wasted

No money  is actually a good thing because then it won’t get wasted on useless rubbish and pointless stuff.

Can’t get rejected Buy Propecia Without Prescription, If I don’t have any money, then I can’t move into circles with people who do have money because they would only laugh at me and reject me anyway.

Noble to struggle and be a martyr

I get the opportunity to be a total martyr, Propecia class, putting everybody else’s needs before my own. I can buy the kids stuff but not me.  Of course, it is very noble to struggle, to work long and hard for no reward because then it brings me closer to God or my creator, where can i find Propecia online. I have to work hard, as results achieved without hard work or struggle are not really worth anything. Buy Propecia online cod, There is no value to anything that comes too easy.

A football ticket

At this point I seemed to be running out of ideas, although I was not convinced I had got to the bottom of it.  I kept asking myself “how does struggle serve me when no-one can buy anything they want to buy?” Suddenly a thought popped into my head about a bill to be paid on Friday, Buy Propecia Without Prescription. It was for my husband, Greg’s, football season ticket, canada, mexico, india. This is one of the few items of pleasure he has.

This triggered off a huge tirade of the real thoughts, Propecia results, feelings and emotions. By this time, I was feeling so dejected that I actually could not move physically. Buy Propecia Without Prescription, That was probably just as well, given what was about to come to the surface.

The pain of pleasure

How dare he be spending money on something he loves, buy Propecia online no prescription. I don’t like football, so he shouldn’t either. Propecia images, Clearly if he loved me, he would not want to go and he would stay at home and watch it on the expensive Sky TV channels that I did not want to buy either.

The Control Master

So there was a definite joy, pleasure and power out of being the Control Master with money and deciding who can or can’t do what with money, Propecia no rx, depending on whether I judge that to be a pleasurable experience or whether it is a waste of money. I don’t really spend anything on myself and if I do it is for my own self-improvement and growth (as I am not perfect and need fixing), I put everyone else’s need before my own, I spend my life in martyrdom tied to the computer, working long and hard trying to make paltry sums of money, Buy Propecia Without Prescription.

Everyone should be a martyr

So, Purchase Propecia online no prescription, as I don’t spend on pleasurable things for me, everyone else can have just the bare necessities but no-one can have pleasurable things for themselves because that means that there is only me in martyrdom and everyone else should suffer in martyrdom alongside me.

Pleasure is not allowed, as there is no money for pleasurable frivolities, Propecia brand name.

So, I am the boss and everyone does as I tell them to do or they don’t get any money for anything they want. Propecia without prescription, The kids come first and Greg can suffer alongside me. Buy Propecia Without Prescription, He should sacrifice his pleasures for the greater good of feeding and clothing the family and living in bare existence because that is what noble martyrs do.

How is it that money always seems to show up for him in some way shape or form when he wants to go to a football match or pay for his season ticket.

Frivolous waste and Bare necessities

Money wasted on frivolous pleasure items could have been spent on food and bare necessities. Anyone wasting money on pointless pleasure items will be made to feel great guilt and shame because then the flow of money will be blocked, Propecia canada, mexico, india, when all known sources of money have been exhausted. Then there will then be no money for food or other necessities, Propecia forum, so that we can then get into blame, recriminations and regrets as money was wasted and not managed wisely.

Struggle keeps the family together

Anyway, struggling keeps the family together in love, closeness and struggling against a common enemy, Buy Propecia Without Prescription. If we had money, they might all go off in their own directions, where can i order Propecia without prescription, doing their own thing in far flung parts of the world and I would be left all alone. I would feel rejected and abandoned. Online buying Propecia, No money stops us splitting up

So, moving into very uncomfortable territory now – if we had money, would Greg still want to stay with me.

With money, buy generic Propecia, Greg might leave me and find someone nicer and someone who shares his passions, especially football. Buy Propecia Without Prescription, So if we are caught together in the death grip of a huge mortgage, no-one can go anywhere. Order Propecia online overnight delivery no prescription, As a downside to being without struggle, then one or both of us might raise our vibration, so we end up joyful and happy. That would be very bad because members of the opposite sex could be attracted to that high energy and high sexual energy and so one or other might end up going off with someone else who has a matching high energy vibration, Propecia online cod.

The creativity of struggle

Anyway, when we have no money and plenty of struggle and drama, Discount Propecia, Greg and I come together in great creativity to solve the problems and fight the common enemy. The bigger the drama, the more intense the conversation.  We can’t really discuss goals and future plans because we haven’t got any money to do anything anyway.

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As I have controlled everything, I have complete control over all the money that comes into the family, Buy Propecia Without Prescription. It is no wonder Greg feels resentful, Propecia coupon. All his money disappears into “the common pot” and there is not even enough for him to buy a few DVDS or his football ticket. I have felt resentful over things he has bought, Propecia schedule, which I have considered wasteful and he has probably felt the same way about my spending, which has brought us to the point of nothing.

Your money and my money

He has always had a huge desire to support his family, yet his salary has never really seemed like it was enough to do the things we wanted to do, Propecia overnight. Buy Propecia Without Prescription, I have often said that “his salary pays the bills and my income is for pleasure”.  Now, there is an interesting pattern for him. That has sort of worked fine, whilst I was bringing in income. As soon as that stopped, the bills got paid and nothing else.

Greg’s feelings

Turns out that Greg’s own self-worth and self-esteem was so low that he was frightened of me leaving him and scared to death that no-one else would want him. This poor man has put up with me for 22 years.

So with carrying around all of this stuff, it is not really surprising that I have had issues with my physical weight for most of my life.

Having looked at and really felt all of this, I have to say I feel a lot lighter and the atmosphere in our house seems to be much better

Now to look at the next part of the question, as to “who would I be without struggle?”

With abundant blessings.

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